The Search for Choronzon (a poem of desire)

topic posted Fri, December 17, 2004 - 8:04 PM by  gumby
Hope this is ok to post here ... if not please delete.

The Search for Choronzon

She stepped up to the edge of the abyss
crossing was her quest.
"I seek to find something lost, hidden from me
and erase these lies I detest."

"Born of the beast I am," she called.
"I know you are there let me pass.
Oh Choronzon I have come home to you,
State your desire name your task."

Choronzon lay in the darkness silent,
hidden from her view.
'What child is this whose heart shines bright,
such sweetness will never do.'

"Oh Choronzon look within my soul,
see what burns in it's fires.
You have what was given then taken from me,
by the folly of mans desires."

Choronzon called out to her from deep,
"You lust for what is naught.
Your heart shines clean, fresh and new,
what evils have you fought?"

She raised her arms and lowered her head,
she sung in baritone song.
The words of truth and of man's deceit.
Her voice clear but her words did long.

Her song ran through deep in the abyss,
vibrations to strong to deny.
He lifted himself up to greet this light,
streaming tears her soul did cry.

She lifted her eyes and faced his wrath,
Her heart true, she asked showing no fear,
"What task do you desire oh Choronzon,
so I might prove my love is sincere?"

Choronzon looked upon the child where,
she stood safe above the abyss.
"Come to me child, step over the edge,
and prove your love," he hissed.

His voice, his tone it spoke unkind,
he still questioned her truth of heart.
She closed her eyes and stepped forth,
and so foot and ground did part.

Choronzon heard her last words as she fell,
it rung deep and with resounding fill.
"I love you oh Choronzon" she spoke stepping out,
"A love of my own free will."

Believing in all that he stood for she fell,
for an endless moment in time.
When all at once her fall did stop,
and slowly she began to climb.

Up into his arms she did rise, she looked
in the strength of his face.
The lives of the ancients, the ages and time,
showed in eyes of endless grace.

"Know you not child, I am the evil of the world,
I am that which all man fears.
Why did you hunt me in this place,
what made you desire I should appear?"

"I could crush you with a thought child,
you have no knowledge of what I am.
Do you not see this power in my eyes,
It is your soul that I shall condemn."

She held his eyes and lost herself,
within their gaze unbroken.
Wars and famine, the Eons unfolded,
time passed, the silence unspoken.

"So you have seen my truth what say you now,
you pitiful human soul.
I am the birth and death of all, I am the total,
of all you can know."

"Oh Choronzon what I see is truth it is not,
for simple words to be shared.
It is the intend of my heart in my search,
a treacherous path I still dared."

"Do as you will with my soul as you hold it
Oh Chortonozon I fear you not.
The battles I have won in search of you,
were lessons you have taught."

"I have quested for you through years of lies,
finding you, my destiny is fulfilled.
For you are the evil and the good of beginnings.
In endings all is as you have willed."

"It is your call to be sought out that brought me,
to be held in your arms.
To find the truth you alone my love know,
I have fallen to your charms."

Choronzon listened to this child's words her,
goodness stung his heart.
For in all this time his call to come had,
only brought evil for it's part.

So what is it you seek? Speak now my child,
you grow heavy in my eyes."
"To be part of you is all I want, to exist,
outside the lies.

"So be it, then what you desire is granted,"
and he pushed her back to the edge.
"But before I leave you on your path,
I must ask you for your pledge.

"Anything Oh Choronzon with you within me
my desires are yours alone."
"Teach not a soul the truth of this passing
as their search must be their own."


copyrighted March 2003
posted by:
gumby
  • Re: The Search for Choronzon (a poem of desire)

    Sun, August 20, 2006 - 2:20 PM
    Did you write this?

    I found it on aMule a half-year or so ago, and was blown away, and collected it and had - today even! - been planning on posting it here:

    choronzon.org/grinnoire

    It is a growing museum/archive collection of ALL writings and art, and also music, that I find related to my "Egregious Egregore", aka "the Abyssnik", aka Choronzon. Yes, I have silly pet names for him, as if you cannot already tell from my posts here I adore Choronzon. And this is the very first verse, I think, by any but myself which expresses adoration for Choronzon. It so belongs in Grinnoire. (He would be so sad, were it not to be...)

    How is it I did not see this before?

    If you are not the author but know who was, could you so kindly pass on this message to that person?

    The collection as it stands onsite now is only a small part of the updated version I have not yet uploaded to the site pending confirmation of permissions, or as many as can be obtained.

    Grinnoire, aka the Choronzonic "Book of Earthquakes" even has an "anti-Choronzon works" wing, just to prove we are no cult and thus would have all make their own mind up about their feelings re C.
    The negative writings - Crowley's included - are in the museum-wing called the Akolasia Chamber. (choronzon.org/grinnoire/akolasia)

    Soon also to be added (has been, just hasn't been uploaded yet) is the visual arts wing, the Diorama...and an audio room with mp3 files about and inspired by Choronzon by bands and music projects other than that eponymous one the site is made for which takes its own name from the entity, and is a direct manifestation of same. Choronzon's own audioworks - tracks which we call "escapes" since they managed to "free themselves from the great machine" yet sometimes become recaptured by Choronzon him/her/itself when deemed to not yet be ready for consumption yet...these are here:

    choronzon.org/escapes

    The entire album NEW WORLD CHAOS has also been put up for download - both discs of this double album set come in galleries, each track having its own textual and visual accompaniment.

    choronzon.org/nwc

    So we give as well as take. We humbly ask for your beautiful poem.

    And now, I admit, I am trying so hard in resisting all solipsistic urge to think this verse is about myself.
    I do that way too much, but in this case, one can easily see the reasons...
    :-)

    DMT333
    • the akolasia link

      Sun, August 20, 2006 - 2:24 PM
      It gets scrogged due to my (duh) use of parentheses around it.

      Try this one instead:
      choronzon.org/grinnoire/akolasia

      Sorry...
      • Re: the akolasia link

        Fri, August 25, 2006 - 12:15 PM
        Yes I am the author ... It has been posted to several sites ... I wrote it back at the end of 2002 beginning of 2003.

        G~
        • Re: the akolasia link

          Fri, August 25, 2006 - 12:25 PM
          I don't mind you posting it to your website ... email me privately with the finished page and I will give you my name as it should be signed.
          • Post on the Grinnoire

            Wed, September 27, 2006 - 7:37 AM
            I posted it as being authored by A. Fortiori. I had it lying around in the pile of documents I'd been procrastinating adding to the Grinnoire. But I finally got around to it. It's not a very elabourate page but if you want anything added like name, link, a particular graphic, etc. I'll take care of it.

            It's here:
            choronzon.org/grinnoire/fortiori.html

            I'll try to find your email @ddress and let you know because I'd been lax about Tribe.net, but if it's gotten rid of the idiots who were running it and now the originators are back in charge I'll be here a lot more.

            It's amazing that this tribe existed and I actually did not create it...

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